My last post was on what I call today home. Since, I received an e-mail from a friend who spent some of his holidays home and he wrote me how wonderful has been to be home. Of course his home is near the Mediterranean Sea.
And I felt really, really bad, I was envious of him enjoying his home place. I had to accept that home, with a big H is where one comes from.
For me, I realize this just now, 87 Strada Icoanei, will always be Home and when I accept it I will be able to carry it with me wherever I go. What I will build myself later on will be a Home for my children and for my family.
I know that I tell everybody that I am independent and that I do not mind being on my own and it is true. It does not mean that I prefer to be on my own.
Today Monica got the UK residency and we cried, the four of us, over the phone. We were happy and we were heart broken. We are alive.
What I would like for Monica is that she starts building a Home with her lover and for the future.
I hope that for many more years I will have the chance, for Monica and Cristina, to be very happy and very heart broken. Because I am alive.
For me, I realize this just now, 87 Strada Icoanei, will always be Home and when I accept it I will be able to carry it with me wherever I go. What I will build myself later on will be a Home for my children and for my family.
I know that I tell everybody that I am independent and that I do not mind being on my own and it is true. It does not mean that I prefer to be on my own.
Today Monica got the UK residency and we cried, the four of us, over the phone. We were happy and we were heart broken. We are alive.
What I would like for Monica is that she starts building a Home with her lover and for the future.
I hope that for many more years I will have the chance, for Monica and Cristina, to be very happy and very heart broken. Because I am alive.
